Let it be, Let them come and Lets do it - 2017 Conclusion and 2018 Resolution

Hello everybody ;)

How are you all today - I hope this post finds you well!
I hope very very much that every single one of you got smoothly and happily into this new year and that it will only bring you happiness and health and joy through every month day hour minute and second through all the good and hard times through all the adventures, challenges and new chances.

I ´m having a quiet minute right now and thought about this post...I´m in a very melancholic mood right now so I´m very sorry if this whole thing gets a bit emotional ;)

So today I thought I´d continue my conclusion-resolution post series even tho I messed up a few months last year...sorry about that guys but to be honest I just can not care about that ;)
That´s basically one of the biggest things I learned in this last year - Stop caring about everything sooo insanely much! One of my main resolutions for 2017 was - Let it be, let them come and lets do it -
Honestly, I think I never heard anything better or thought anything better or did anything better than to set these three as my only main resolutions for a whole year.
More about that later ^^

Many many many things happened in 2017...in the end I have to say many incredibly good things...most of them I never expected or even dreamed of.
I don´t know how long you are reading my blog or how long you are following this kind of post on my blog but if you are for a longer time you´ll know that I had many challenges to face since about 2015, many decisions to make and many many hard days to live through.
Now looking back...well I would not say that it was worth it but...now looking back it all makes a bit more sense and I definitely have to say that I see now that it all definitely happened for a reason!
Its one of my main believes in life - Nothing happens without a reason and I learned so often in my life that this is sooo incredibly true....yes I know it all might seem like placebo and so on but...I don´t care ;) Everything happens for a reason!

2017 definitely was the year of big changes and big decisions.
I restarted many relationships, found new love, allowed myself to get help, have been in amazing projects and finally got a job in the profession I studied four years for as a interiour designer.
A year full of surprising changes, challenging, loving but overall positive changes and I´m sure these changes are not over yet ;)
The challenges in this last year very early started to shrink even tho I had many days which have set me and my increasingly improving mental health back to almost zero...but...and I know that might sound self-aggrandising...I am very proud of myself...of keeping it up, of holding my head high and my doubts low and I am proud that I made it through ^^ I never gave up completely and that, I am proud of!
Of cause I had help and I am so so so thankful for that either!
I finally started to talk out loud about all the little things which slowly but steadily built huge problems that are so much harder to face. I talked to you which helped me a lot to be honest and I got professional support. I had ;) and have my boyfriend who is and was so incredibly helpful, patient and loving throughout this last year and of cause me family, they were patient and supportive too all year long...I couldn´t have wished for anything more...is that right sounds so not like an english sentence ;)
I just want to thank them all...I do so whenever I can and I am so freaking lucky ;)
The only thing I wish for for this new year is that i might just continue lie 2017 ended!

2017 thought me many lessons very often the hard way...

- never give up only because its a rough patch
- the right thing is going to come your way
- one day everything falls into its place
- one day every thing makes sense and just remember nothing happens without a reason

Last year I around this time I was facing a blank canvas called life ... just a few faint hardly visible outlines called family and friends on but no shades no lines no colours no details
This year is actually looking like something.
A strong colour called relationship a even stronger and bigger friendship outline a still strong and either grown part which is family and so many many vibrant colours called love, support, hope, expectation and future...

I am not afraid of the future anymore...

2018 here I come
2018 here is to you and that we will be happy, healthy and safe all year
2018 here is to you and that you will bring strength, luck and love
2018 here is to you and that we all will only see happy days, successful projects and peaceful minds.

2018 here is to you and to the people of our planet earth and the we all will stand together, feel unity stay strongly together because only together we can face everything!

And here is to you all
Thank you all for reading this and all my other posts
Thank you all for the lovely comments you leave
Thank you all for supporting me and my little corner of the internet!

A very very Happy New Year to you all - all the good things to you and your beloved
and only the good things all year round"

With lots of love

♥♥♥

Verena