Chapter 10 of 12 - October Conclusion & November Resolution 2017

ABOUT CHAPTER 10

October

How have you been - let me think about that for a moment

October was challenging.

October brought some hard decisions.
October was stressful :)

Looking back October was pretty hard.
It was challenging in a personally and a "professional" way.
I am proud of much and I do not regret any decisions I made even if they were hard.
Thats a good thing actually isn´t it ^^
Winterterm started this month and I am so not sure I am still doing the right thing with this study.
Relationship wise everything is or was really nice ^^ Everything is exctly the way I wished or ever could wish for :)

Let me think is there any lesson I´ve really learned in October.
Hmmm...
Yes actually there is but nothing really new neither to me nor to you...
One or actually two things I learned or confirmed for myself is that working hard for something and not being afraid of something new really can pay off ^^
Yes I know nothing you hear more often in life
...nothing comes from nothing and good things come if you work hard ;)
can be quite annoying...I know I thought and sometimes still think the same ^^
but unfortunately it is very very true...it is guys ;)

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My Resolutions for October were:

- stay strong, productive and keep on doing things...just do them
- face those challenges
- try to focus on the positive things
- continue to get better and stay on track to get a better mental health

-  get back into learning swedish and repeating everything constantly
-stay with schedules and plans
- be productive and stay in the best mood possible

One thing I really did last month is just doing things ^^
A thing I am actually really proud of even tho I missed much and forgot some things but in general I did pretty well I think ;) including facing the challenges ;)
I am now part of a huge coir in Munich which I have been afraid of because you have to audition if you want to be part of and sing in the coir. I did some job interview which was really challenging and I decided against one offer which would have been too much for me even if that means that my current financial situation would not be easy for a longer time.

Faceing all those challenges made focussing only on positive things pretty hard so that was a bit less successful but everything else went pretty well.
One thing I am pretty proud of is my owop challenge - the halloween edition
it was a lot of hard work and pretty stressful but you guys liked it so much and that makes it sooo worth it ;) So in general I am pretty proud of my youtube channel at the moment ^^

So even if October was pretty challenging it was good in the end!

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November

Well November - not so much autumn any more but also not winter yet

Its getting colder and colder. Darkness comes earlier and invites us to snuggle up watch old movies read many books and drink loads of tea and eat all the cookies ;)

Its so close to christmas now and finally you are not the funny one anymore who decorates with fairylights all the time and loves all the christmassy things almost all year round ^^

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NOVEMBER RESOLUTIONS

- stay strong and do not doubt everything

- stay motivated and productive
- do more of what makes you happy
- Stay positive
- take all the opportunities

I know most of my resolutions are very generalized and probably not very personal.
but since I do not really know what will come this month its not easy to set preciser goals ;)

How are you doing? How was your year so far?
Anything you really want to do now that the year slowly comes to an end?

With lots of love

♥♥♥

Verena