HAPPY NEW YEAR

Hi you guys :)

I didn´t want to miss the opportunity to write a quick little note and wish you a very Happy New Year.

I´m sure none of us is sad that 2020 is over and very excited for a new year to begin. All hoping with every atom of our body to be a good, a better and happier year with all the good news and positive developments.

I feel happy enough to say that 2020 wasn´t the worst year for me personally. Of cause filled with worrying about the future and financial situation, with being at home 9 of 12 month but I at least enjoyed all the at home time ;) I don´t know about you but I actually am happy at home and don´t feel horrible when I have to stay there for longer. I am lucky to say that I haven´t lost anyone to Covid even tho we lost our grandad which was really hard to cope and deal with but it wasn´t due to Covid even tho it made a very hard situation even harder.

I look into 2021 hopefully especially because I want it to be the year in which I move on into many directions especially personally. With being engaged (yaaay) since Christmas Eve Day <3 we´d love to get married this year even tho it´s only going to be a small tiny ceremony with only the most important people and then having a huge party next year or in 2023 whenever it´s save and relaxed to plan such a thing :) and of cause we´d love to start a family soon...but that definitely has to wait until I know more about my work situation :) 
So I want 2021 to move on and all the bad stuff and the uncertainty to vanish so we can move into a new stage in our life.

So all in all the whole of 2020 was not as bad for me as it was for many others and now I´m quite anxious to go back to work...positively and negatively since I want to go back and have the routine but also am a bit afraid since I haven´t done anything in the direction since one year ... ;) I hope I still know how my work works ;)

At this moment these have been the major things in 2020... I still feel like it´s been a dream or just a week..I totally lost track of time and feeling for time. All the way through the year I felt like only a week has passed instead of a whole year...month after month I was confused as to where time has gone...I still confuse times and events all the way to 2019 and sometimes I feel numb and stupid about it...strange but I don´t know how else to explain it... ya well

Here we go 2021 - please be a good one!

Have an amazing year everyone and thank you so much for your kindness and support!

xo