April Conclusion & May Resolution

Well, well a new month again ... time is flying by and its May already

Most of this month was good - not too much fighting as much as I remember, which is a good thing
because even if there was struggle I do not remember ;) haha
There have been a few days which have been a huge struggle and april already started really rough
but it got better with the time ;)
I am still struggling with confusion but I am getting better and I am learning to define myself as a me
a Me standing alone and not needing anybody - even if it is still hard
and even if I still hate the thought of being alone but I have to learn to make it alone
The progress is getting visible and I can feel it - thats a goood thing!


April was a month full of reading and doing research for my bachelor thesis and I did not stick to my
timetable 100% which still annoys me a lot, but it also makes me work harder now.
I enjoy spring so much and the weather being warmer now, I just hope that it´ll take some time until it´ll
get to hot, because I am really not a hot weather loving kind of girl ^^

Also once again I realised how much I enjoy being busy, having stuff to do and falling into bed at night knowing what I did

I feel pretty good about my youtube channel because I made many videos which I like.

My April resolutions:

- stay productive

- kick ass into work, especially for the bachelor thesis

- finish research for the bachelor thesis

- keep on working hard and keep the stress away

- again stay strong, calm, patient and keep faith

- make everyday worth remembering and no regrets

- accomplish everything with love and hope

- keep on believing
- go outside and enjoy spring


I feel good about being productive, not 100% but still good.
Both blog and youtube and bachelor thesis work was pretty good - I think I cant complain too much.
I worked hard but am still feeling the stress...but I think I would feel it anyway ;)
I was patient most of the time - only a few little blank moments ;)
I don´t know exactly why I set the resolution to to stuff with love and hope...I am one of those people who do everything with love or just not doing anything ;) isnt love the one and most important power...I still think there is not enough of it in the world!!!

April was a good month I think - I feel pretty good about it.
I did some really nice things and I enjoyed myself most of the time

What will May have for me?

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Just like april was, may is going to be busy and full of work.
So most of my resolutions will be very much like they were in april.

- stay productive

- work hard for the bachelor thesis

- keep on working hard and keep the stress away

- strong, calm, patient faithful

- keep on believing
- go outside more, meet friends and do not hide
- travel as much as possible - visit and find new places
- finally getting my new MacBook Pro...saving money for it for sooo long now and I finally have enough

I am excited about this new month - and a little afraid too, but I want to make it and I am sure I will

How was april for you?
Do you have any resolutions for this new month?

And now I will go out and enjoy the sun a little ^^
I hope you´ll have an amazing time

With lots of love

♥♥♥

Verena